Twinkle Twinkle...five stars...

I guess i am feeling melancholic. Must be the rain or the emotion of the last post. But I just figured....This is my blog...my views and....my space.

This is a personal post so if you are not involved or interested close the screen and get back to work. if you do read this the people this goes out to are rare and have been part of my life for what seems like ever if you happen to meet people like them....hold on for dear life cause you may not be as lucky as me to get another chance.....

ANU: Hey....Its our last year man, after 13 years of being friends...well actually 12 years of fighting and then this year....I am soo sorry for all that...Maybe i didn't know what i was doing or maybe i chose to do it anyway....i have only excuses no reasons....but I really am sorry...i hope I have made it up this year. Thank you for everything.From slapping sense into my thick head to giving me the millionth chance. Thank you for accepting me and believing I could change...I think I have....I hope I have...I love you loads Anu....Muax

TANYA:

This is the hardest one...You are my oldest friend...I know i messed up but i am glad things are getting better...I hope they are...I know they will never go back to being like before....but if it counts....I am sorry....I was wrong....i know I haven't really made up to you but I want to. Thank you for always being there in spite of everything.Thank you for being the strong, level headed, sensible friend(God knows i need one). Thank you for that very necessary email that changed my life. I love you Tanaa.....

PS: If I ever get Nadal I promise I will share....:)Muah....love you

NEHA:My most mental, scariest,complex friend. Dude.....Do you think theres a chance I will ever completely understand you?...I hope not....For last year...shit...I am sorry...I know you said you have forgotten but I'll never mention it again....so this last time...I am sorry for all the misunderstandings and stupid emails....For this year and all those moments....Thank you sooo much....For all those stern lectures and chaotic moments.....For the support, the acceptance, the forgiveness, and the messages....Thank you for being there....I love you my Nutcase Neha....yes, more than your choco fudge.

SHIKHA: Shiki....sorry for all the times I messed up(though with you, thank god, there haven't been many) and for telling you that life is not all you thought it was.....Thank you for being the innocent Lil girl you still are and for caring about every b**ch that you know. Thank you for always always being there and putting up with my garbage.Thank you for playing Cupid. Thank you for giving me kuppa advice that gave me laughs and semma advice that found me so much....and yes, you are the best cappy ever.....I love you Shix.....muax

ROSHNEE: To the most dedicated footie player I know...i have had only two years with you so I hope i haven't messed up....if I have I am sorry.....Thank you for the sense you knocked into me last year. Thank you for letting me figure out how to fix it myself. And for being there. Thank you for all the encouragement. Thank you for all the right advice at the right times.thank you for being the dearest diary ever. Thank you for dragging me for "Mr Bean" and then chasing me outta the theatre......*secret five*....I love you my Superwoman Roshnee.....XOXO

PS: Yes, my cloak looks semma on you.

TO ALL OF YOU:

Thank you for putting up with me when I got....*ahem*.....high. And also for not shutting your ears when I sing.Much appreciated.

LOVE YOU GUYS MILLIONS.

For everyone else reading this....I have other friends in school and outside.....So many...and i love them all....I have shared fun and laughter with them. But its only with the "five fools"(i.e the people above) that i have shared tears.

"You may not remember all the people you laugh with, but you will never forget the ones you cry with"

Its a bird, Its a plane....

No you fools.....They are my friends...!!!!

Lessons Learnt

I am halfway through my last year of school......and I love it. its not just my educational institute that pleases me theres more to it. All those lessons you are meant to learn....and the laughter.

The last one month has been awesome. Busy but tons of fun- Sports and all the hard work and then Dramatics....all the running around ad finally winning!! Not to mention the hatrick in the play!!

And the laughter.

But I would be lying if I said that it has been all laughter. I know there have been a lot of tears.

At the start of the year I knew what i wanted when I left school-wonderful memories of the twelfth standard,my last year at school.And I have got it.Not because only amazing things have been happening but because that's the way I want it.

I have tons of friends, I guess you could say I am social but I am crazy deranged about some of them. The ones who live in my house almost all the time,the ones who are scared of my mommy,the ones who taught me the lessons I have learnt,the ones who defined and redefined friendship for me.....you know who you are ...I don't need to tell you...It goes deeper than that....You are the people I care about, the ones I respect and tell everything.

Yes I know some of you are thinking "Shes talking like they are perfect, she needs to learn that no body's perfect". Your right nobody is perfect but these fools are perfect....for me.

They do have their flaws...one of them being that they care too much about everyone else....yes, they do take saving the world into their own hands...I love them for it...but remember the tears I was talking about....this is where they come in......I have learnt lessons this year...this month....lessons that have shattered, reinforced and sometimes even completely altered my perspective on life.

I have learnt that you cannot please everyone.
I have learnt that true friends are harder to find then the proverbial needle in the haystack.
I have learnt that friendship does not mean the same thing to everybody.
I have learnt that five great friends are 1000.22 times better than 30 fun-friends.
I have learnt to work hard in what i believe in.
I have learnt to believe in honesty and my friends.
I have learnt to know what and who is important and give them priority.
I have learnt to love.
I have learnt to live.
I have grown up.

They may not seem like life's lessons but I believe they are lessons worth learning. I have the best things in life and they are not material. They took time to make, seconds to break but when I fixed them it was worth every bit of effort cause now they are better than ever.