Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Nostalgia....

I am in my last year of school....everything I do seems to be surrounded by an unfamiliar sense of nostalgia. Expected but unfamiliar.....and I am not good with unfamiliar.There is the sense of looking deeper into everything that I do....things I took for granted for so many years... they will never be there again. Fun, fights, classes, trouble, laughter, tears, fights , rebellion, laughter......I'm probably never gonna have any of it again...not this way.A reason to mourn....the end of two of the greatest years of my life.....And yet tears aren't the things that rise....its laughter....and joy. For all those moments we lived to the fullest.....I have a fondness......even the fights...there were tons of them...have taught me so much....I know i have lived my last to years to the fullest and i am proud of it!!!

School has always been great.....but the last two years have been beyond description......I went through a volley of emotions and feelings and have gone through what i consider a complete education.....I've learnt much more here, not just commerce and maths( I've learnt very little of that)..... I've learnt how to make new friends, keep old ones, learnt new skills, rediscovered old ones.....all those things that text books cannot teach you....those faraway things "only life was going to teach you"....well maybe this is what it is.....

I owe a lot of this to "THE GANG"....my constant companions, friends and at moments enemies even......Everyone of you played a part in my incredible memories of the last two years...We have had fun and amazing memories......laughter and good times is what I will remember....leaving school I have nothing to cry about....only reasons to smile....and its all thanks to you guys!!! Love you guys loadz!!!!